my eye and earring are cool but I hate closeups
beautiful !
and that skin !!! radical complexion
(via over-excitement)
290too much excitement/ no good
worked up
knocked down
burnt out from too many damn ideas and thoughts
its not complaining, i just don’t know how to stop.
help me not think !
sugggaashugaa
attention whore dummy
(Source: boneydreamskeletonightmare, via knit-myself-thin-deactivated201)
TV Helmet (The Portable Living Room) by Walter Pichler, 1967
Small Room (Prototype 4)
frump
this is mine
all mine
mine
I feel like I’m getting back on track of life
It feels nice. Instead of my usual approach to the day (getting excited and in over my head) I’m practicing being very neutral,open, and curious towards things. I feel that When people boast about a new way of seeing life and changing they’re perspective it comes off like they just have it down. They made the choice in their mind to switch it up and its smooth sailing. Its definitely not that way. At least for myself. It puzzles me to implement this kind of routine thinking in my daily activities. Even if you tell yourself to think one way, its very easy to revert back to comfortable old habits. Im going to find more ways to do tangible things to engage more in life and stick true to my word; just have some type of integrity. so right then; i was going to write “I want to fine more ways”, I changed it to I’m going to. You can want all you want, wanting won’t make it happen. I feel better. I still see my self going through cycles months at a time of being withdrawn and then i just decide to pop back in to the world. It doesn’t bother me that much, but i think its something i might want to change. That stuck mindset where you just stare at a wall shouldn’t be that common. It became and is debilitating.
~habits to work on~
nodding and smiling
cursing
being a flake
- ramblings of a teenage bum
bun
taken at the down beat cafe
